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wow! [19 Nov 2009|12:27am] im crazy. watched top chef tonight. ive been sick since monday, my moms been REALLY sick (swine flu perhaps, throwing up and everything), and i need to get better so i can perhaps goto dirty south with nancy tomorrow. i am talking to someone new, i dont know how that is going to go.... my throat hurts and i dont know what is wrong with it. well i am going to watch tv and goto bed. You

[19 Nov 2009|12:20am] sweetness i was only joking when i said id like to... You

i hate [18 Nov 2008|11:56pm] that my minds made up in a relationship, but a guy always ends up making the determinating factor. im always there when they want me, and when they want to come back, but the second they are done with me , they are done! and if i want them back, it doesnt matter until they decide they want me back. FUCK THAT. and by the time that is, its too fucking late. fuck that guys always get to be the deicing factor. You

hello [03 Oct 2008|09:12pm] sooo. not sure what im gonna do tonight. i wanted to hang out with kevin i miss him. and im not just saying that! i really do. he sais its because i cant have him right now or whatever. either way, everyone is breaking up. nik and allison who is a bitch i think sometimes, and ed and his ex and so on and so on. a lot of people. might hang out with michelle. might goto sc. talking to amanda again. jackie is such a stupid hoe. shes so dumb i swear...and all mexicanized. she cant even speak SPANISH! YET she has that latino tone, where she developed it i dont know. shes a good person but shes a flirt and is kind of dumb. she doesnt even want the kid shes going to have. bla bla bla blalbalballbalalb i hope this night turns out okay hanging out with michelle is kind of weird i feel like i have to keep up with her and not be myself. whatever though. halloween is coming up! You

[17 May 2008|02:15am] chef robert irvine is a fake! that doesnt make sense to me and it makes me sad.... that hes not real! his show was one of my favorites on food network! chef michael symon is taking over the show...but still... mind blowing! im sure im the only one who cares lol You

[30 Apr 2008|12:53pm] i wen to vegas was soo much FUN! stayed at the tropicana. went to pure. was a blast You

[24 Apr 2008|12:12am] the nice girl on the real world pisses me off. shes a dumb bitch that likes to pretend shes a good girl and all iccocent is so fucking easy to read that shes straight up retarded. all with a boyfriend giving her number out flirting with guys she knows like her, getting drunk and sloppy. suuuch a hypocrite. then she has the right to talk shit on people. You

[29 Feb 2008|02:55am] as if i would put naked pictures up. they all got deleted when my computer crashed. ha I dont know why I am doing this, but I made a playlist full of songs that remind me of some of the worst times of my life up till now. These include songs that I listened to in high school when I thought life was handing me a bag of shit, songs that I listened to in my car on the way to some dudes house, songs that were memories with friends I dont really talk to/see anymore, songs that remind me of my relationships, songs that I wish I could laugh to again with people of all sorts that I miss, and songs that I want to forget for various reasons. I always avoid these songs because the very sound of them makes me want to puke. Maybe its because I want to be a kid again and do the "fun" stuff I think Im missing out on.. or maybe its just a realization that Im older and am on the verge of new things and shouldnt really desire my old ways. Either way, I dont like it and I really wish I could talk to anyone/thing else than this bloggg or my doggg . took this from my myspace. deleted the blog... ugh my eyes fucking hurt. its 3 am and i cant een keep my eyesopen so im typing with my eyes closed You

[20 Feb 2008|10:28pm] im kinda over...EVERYTHING! and everyone. i wonder if people secretly read my journal, if they even know my journal .... since no one uses livejournal anymore. guys girls blah. i hate emotions. You

[19 Feb 2008|12:18am] years passing by fast already. its almost march practically. what the fuck...times flying by, again. You

ugh [09 Feb 2008|11:25pm] i have a cold sore and am gonna start my period soon. lame lame lame lame You

[03 Feb 2008|09:58pm] i want to go s nowboarding as well. but im broke. typicality. iron chef is therapeutic...so is.... ABOUT A GIRL. You

[03 Feb 2008|09:55pm] superbowl was bomb. lots of food. good asss game. giants won. maybe ill get into football. i love my mom. everything else sucked ass though. like this weekend. and lame ass fucking people You

[27 Jan 2008|10:18pm] [ mood | depressed ] whenever something major happens i always come back to livejournal. in the midst of bliss i just dont have time to write i guess. so is it a good thing that im writing? i started reading stephanies livejournal again. kind of therapeutic. fuck. im kind of depressed...in a slump. a lot of fucking change going on...i dont know if i can say its good change. i think too much. it doesnt help that im listening to sad shit...i need to listen to neutral music like crystal castles. but instead i listen to the postal service and cursive. so moody. and i also realized...what the fuck am i doing with my life. since high school i havent done shit. im a smart girl what the fuck is my deal... You

MY BIRTHDAY [03 Jan 2008|06:03pm] [ mood | content ] IM 22 NUKKAS OMG SO OLD ITS MY BIIIRTTTDAYYYYY WOOOOOOOO YA YA You

[10 Nov 2007|04:17pm] oh yeah. i guess i never wrote about this . last weekend went to an uber scene party. these kids thought they were paying for nas balloons, um little did they know they were paying for helium. it didnt do shit for me. but then again now that i think about it ... it didnt change my voice like helium did. anyway. i wonder what im going to do tonight. last saturday after the scene party we went to the ghetto to compton to this other dance party. the hottest guy of the party talked to me and i blew hi m off and said i was with someone (even though austin is GAY hahaha). big regret. i saw andrew from middle school haha hes going out with like someone way younger than him. the scene party was chill cuz scene guys are hot. and the girls are slluuuts You

[09 Nov 2007|01:57pm] SOOO many journal entries spent on him. what a waste. i seriuosly cannot believe i actually spent time writing on that trash. WTF. im going to love being single. i can tell already. it sounds so fucking scrumptious. im going to go wild and lose weight and be like monica . lol. party all the fucking time and meeting new people. cheers to that You

asdfasdf [23 Oct 2007|11:38pm] ugh i think too much You

im getting so fat [11 Sep 2007|11:15pm] i havent been this fat in two years. and i keep bitching about it, keep eating, keep getting fat. i know i can lose weight, but this is taking forever. fuck. none of my clothes fit, my arms are fat and flabby, my legs are big, even my face??! GAHHHH.... smoke drink and fuck for too long. people really should hold off on some things then they are more enjoyable . i guess. wait never mind. went to freds and got a carnitaas burrito. went with michelle...drove tyler to work. was supposed to see kevin tonight, it didnt end up happening. i really wanted to too. hes cute. bla bla bla. what else. main st was blocked off for that family oriented farmers market slash just plain market place that i guess happens every monday. it was fun. i cant believe its september already. i really want to go to nocturnal wonderland. for the 4th year in a row. im sorta sad but in an ok mood. You

[17 Aug 2007|03:28pm] august just decided to get super hot, warm up after 2 months of mediocre weather. summers almost over, i do have to say it was a pretty shitty summer, although there were sum definate perks and what not. wild rivers is going to be torn down next year, along with verizon amphitheater . which used to be irvine meadows when i saw the offspring with my mom and brother haha. demolished to be made way for (SUPRISE...) MORE HOUSING!! like we need any more of that shit. so when michelle and i went to the weenie roast, it was our way of saying goodbye, even though i didnt know it at the time. today is ffriddayyy. yay. whatever that brings. birthdays and stuff. im 22 in 4 months, GROSS You

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